Jesus My Portion

London Calling ☎️ …I’m happy to report that London Bridge is NOT falling down🙃. Read ⬇️

The past year, I initially embraced the title of being Jesus’ housewife, but a few months ago, in an intimate conversation with The Father, I came into to an understanding that this entire time, I was really on a journey to knowing at my core what it meant to be a daughter…His daughter. He was unraveling in me all the inhibitions, and I could finally ask Him in desperation and sincerity, “show me each day what it means to be Fathered by you.” He has always fathered faithfully, intentionally, beautifully…perfectly, but I was yet to know it in the way I knew intrinsically to breathe. Was I ready for what it looked like? (uhmm we’ll come back to that question Alex🙃). It came with Him stripping away an independence, that subtly masked itself in “being a responsible adult-human,” the orphan and poverty mindset; and embracing that I am truly the daughter of THE King. There were months where I couldn’t see the way ahead, or the finance department of heaven was taking a while to transfer the money into my earthly bank accounts (I stay having to collect call them in prayer😅), but allowing Him to wrap me again in His truth and peace, as He would beckon over me,“Toki unbelievers worry about such things”- (Matthew 6:31-33) NEVER once did He allow me to be found wanting, in fact He would always show me He was THE God of abundance. When I was busy talking to Him about bills and jobs and the “grown people stuff”He was busy planning our next trip LOVE HIM LOL. It took all the courage I had and then His, to trust, not because He wasn’t a man of His word, but again, He was gently undoing all of the faithlessness I didn’t realize was in me. The ways in which for decades I never saw how the lifeing of life had stripped away the girl, the CHILD who didn’t ever think at all about provision, but would ask bodly and unabashedly for any and everything, not caring who thought it was “too much” a girl untainted, with unwavering faith.

London feels and will always be most special to me because this was just me and HIM, all about us. Me rediscovering His love that is always so palpable, and Him begin to redeem the years of disappointment and filling my heart with renewed hope, healing and JOY. The past 6 weeks have been the sweetest and most romantic encounter to date with the lover of my soul. The best trip Ive been on and definitely my favourite city. I remember receiving a word earlier this year that God was going to woo me, that the Holy Spirit would woo me, and I remember getting so emotional thinking “He is such a sweetheart” but boy did I think He would do me like this? This trip is giving Song of Solomon, and I am ready to run in the skreets to tell everyone my teeth are as white as a flock of sheep 😅🫢(song of songs 6:6). Listennn God flossed on His DAW-TER. Every day was filled with thanksgiving, sweet blushes and statements like “God this sweetness is 🥹you are doing the most and I LOVE IT”

The kindness and favour of God has ministered to the core of my being. I am thankful that God did NOT listen to me about not going away on what turned out to be a Jesus-Moon with Him. I am thankful for all the BEAUTIFUL people I met🩷. The dignity and  respect I was treated with, and the compliments affirmation and encouragement! Listen the Londerners are NOT shy to give a compliment, affirmation, or helping hand babbyyyy -Big up unu self🫶🏾. The extreme generosity from new friends and even strangers was overwhelming. I had so much fun doing everyday with my Best Friend.

On this trip I got the best reminder that I wanted to share with you:

All you need and desire is in Him- He is your portion

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